I hate CF....like hate it with a passion. 99.9% of the time I do really well and I don't worry about Dave hardly ever. But right now I hate it. This is his second time in the hospital this year, both times because of a collapsed lung. His lungs are functioning at 16%, and yet not one complaint.
He has an amazing wife now who is a total trooper and is perfect for him. But I feel for her too. She is so faithful and so good.
There are a lot of unknowns, they can't do surgery at 16% lung function yet he is due for surgery this time around as part of his tune-up, and its the unknowns with last-minute hospital stays that just sometimes get me emotional in those quiet moments when I can't help but think about it.
But, the Lord's in charge. I need to just trust in Him. His plans never fail. Thank heavens for that.
Love your Dave and Summer! Wish I could be there now! One day this world will be CF free, and that will be the best. day. ever.